Carpe Diem 一個人的旅行．沈澱．封存

THANKS A LOT FOR REMINDING ME... . IT'S WHAT I'D LIKE TO SAY, OR SHOULD I APOLOGIZE ( for keeping u uninformed )?

Me too!  Occupied with my tutoring ( 7hours/ week, four kids aging from 10-27, with different levels and study objectives, ranging from children's English to middle school curriculum to TOEIC and daily conversation! ) I think I have to find life another goal/ meaning instead of being a full-time test taker. So i kept myself busy, and enjoyed teaching, being someone influential, yet sometimes they made me frustrated.(Maybe i can never make a GOOD AND FUNNY teacher) Most important of all, I have to earn more money for my travel plans in the upcoming months !!

Last week i got my GRE test reported, and the result was not so good yet not that bad, just barely acceptable, though it could've been better if i'd worked harder. I think it's enough for me, coz it's the process that counts. I'm taking tofel at the end of August, but unfortunately i'm getting kinda lazy and tired of that. Hopefully i'd get ready and prepared asap, coz i can't afford the regret if i know i'd have worked it better.

When i was younger, i felt i had much to say, about the future, about the status quo, about all kinds of things i'd witnessed and expeirenced, so i run a blog. But i got speechless now. i am not sure if it's because i'm getting old, or getting to think like a vet., the worst i could imagine is to lose passion for writing, murmuring, or anything else. Maybe i'm losing something in me, like aggression, confidence, or even resolutions to take whatever challenges coming ahead. At times worries like these emerge and bother, but just for a while am i bewildered. After all i still quite appreciate how life's been treating me, though there're some money worries.

I still keep passions in my interests, reading National Geography Magazine every day,( i especially like their theme projects on archeology and hidden ancient civilizations like Inca and Persian cultures ), photographing, which is always my favorite, biking, if weather permitted and for the sake of power, health, and the environment...

Few weeks ago Louise (Nai-yu？ ) came to Tainan for a conference, and we had another three wonderful casual days, ate a lot, saw a lot, and remembered a lot about our college years.

The time is near for me to set a new gaol, make plans for the coming future, thogh i haven't worked it out. Yet i'll keep you informed of my bothers.

Never mind Tedd or shih-fen, they'r all the same.
But i'd prefer muckie now :)